it's been awhile.

my computer crashed.

i lost absolutely everything.

but my love is strong.

and this is my favorite picture ever.

so it's the first day of spring break.

i'm not going anywhere :( but i still have unlimited tanning till the 23rd so i figure i'll at least look like i went somewhere. i have SO much to accomplish during this break and i sincerely hope that i'll be able to accomplish it all. i'll update throughout the break and try and do some fashion/ knitting/ beading stuff that i do.

make a hair appointment

write my paper for child development

observe on monday 10am

hair appointment at 2:30 pm monday

dentist on friday 9:30 am

finish knitting my socks (?)

buy reinforcement thread

go to ygtbb

observation and reaction paper for doc frizell

start knitting something new

test one for child development

deep clean my room

get rid of clothing that is too big/never wear

finish reading skinny bitch and the rolling stones book

find time to journal

tan on: friday, sunday, monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday

gym on: friday, sunday, monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday

bead a few items

do TAXES

inspiration

i wish i could have known her. she's my kind of girl. so pretty and full of life, if i could be half of what she was i could die happy. she's my inspiration, she's the IDEAL me. end of story.

spring break

spring break is a week away.

well actually it starts tomorrow night.

wow. didn't realize it was THAT close.

i have so much i want to accomplish, and i love lists.

• make a hair appointment
• write my paper for child development
• observe on monday 10am
• dentist on friday 9:30 am
• finish knitting my socks (?)
• buy reinforcement thread
• go to ygtbb
• deep clean my room
• get rid of clothing that is too big/never wear
• finish reading skinny bitch and the rolling stones book
• journal everyday: friday, saturday, sunday, monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday
• tan on: friday, saturday, monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday
• gym on: friday, saturday, monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday
• bead a few items
• do TAXES

i'm sure there's more

gosh. that's alot.

tomorrow night please come quickly!

start.

todays the beginning. interesting that i chose the last day of the month to start, rather than tomorrow the first?

i'm truly believing that this will be the thing to make my life come to life. my life (since 2007) has been nothing but unpleasant. not because of a lack of material things or a family problem, but something within myself that's gone or was never there at all.

i'm really going to throw myself in to this head first, or i'll never do it at all.

things i need to do:

• go and get some books about astrology,palm reading, the rolling stones, edie sedgewick, yoga, the doors, led zeppelin, the beatles and spirituality.
• go through my ipod and decide what i don't listen to anymore
• dig out a journal to use
• find my numerology book
• find skinny bitch and start reading it

it's a new beginning.

101 in a 1001.

completed

in process

personal:

1. lose 40 pounds and maintain that weight (120lbs) (0/40 lbs)

2. find a boy who can make me incredibly happy

3. buy a camera

4. find a job that i love

5. move out of the house

6. consider seeing a therapist

7. read one book on andy warhol, edie sedgewick, jim morrison, the rolling stones, led zeppelin, the beatles (0/6)

8. read 100 books (0/100)

9. go vegetarian

10. become a person who enjoys going to the gym, by going to the gym for 14 days straight (0/14)

11. become a more patient, kinder, calmer, gentler person

12. practice yoga

13. go through ipod and delete all songs you don't listen to

14. download songs you've been wanting to download

15. try and focus on becoming a more organized person

16. write in a journal daily (or every other day) for 3 months straight (0/3)

17. learn the tarot

18. see a palm reader

19. see laura to figure out what i need to do

20. buy a astrology book and study it

21. really start becoming less materialistic

22. get another piercing

23. drink tea

24. for 1 week try to not care about what people think about you (0/7)

25. for 1 month (31 days) BE YOURSELF (ie: do what you want, wear what you want, be who you want to be) (0/31)

26. drink real coffee (not from starbucks)

27. save $1,000 to treat myself with (0/1,000)

28. do something new, meet someone new, or go somewhere new every week for a year. (0/52)

29. take a picture every day for ninety days. (0/90)

30. find that yellow bird

31. get a henna tattoo

32. draw/ doodle and complete yellow book

33. buy one piece of jewelry or clothing by a designer you like

34. find something to collect

35. grow hair down to waist

36. dye hair really dark

37. dye hair really light

38. get highlights by a professional

39. create a numerology chart

40. make peace with myself and forgive others

41. buy a pet of my own, and care for it myself

42. read skinny bitch

43. cut out soda for 31 days straight (0/31)

44. try and finish a book a month for a year (0/12)

45. try to go to one concert a year (0/2)

46. organize my room and maintain it for 31 days straight (0/31)

47. create a crafting space for myself

48. do not spend money (except for gas) for thirty one days straight (0/31)

49. find out more about my family/ancestry.

50. buy some spirituality books

51. buy a record and a record player

52. tone up my body

53. write a nice letter to myself and re read it every few months

54. write down my dreams for 14 days straight (0/14)

blog:

55. start blogging about fashion, knitting, things that interest me

56. post details about every week for a year. (0/52)

57. post what i am thankful for every week for a year. (0/52)

58. post about every completed goal. (1/101)

59. post pretty quotes and pictures on here

crafting:

60. visit WEBS

61. design a pattern

62. actually start using ravelry

63. knit a tank top

64. knit a sweater

65. knit a coat

66. learn cables

67. learn new 12 beading techniques (0/12)

68. try knitting with wire

69. do a lace work piece

70. knit a blanket

71. learn to crochet

72. knit a pair of socks

73. embroider 12 items (0/12)

74. sew a dress

75. sew a pillow and embroider it

76. finish a knitting project a month for one year (0/12)

77. learn color-work

78. knit for a friend without a reason

school:

79. have a 3.5 gpa

80. transfer schools

81. study aboard

82. move in to a dorm

83. make some new good friends

84. try to finish projects and papers early, rather than the night before (do this with at least 3 papers) (0/3)

85. get bachelor's degree

86. start master's

87. get straight a's

88. make dean's list at least once

travel:

89. visit london

90. visit paris

91. ride a train

92. visit new york city

93. visit jim morrison's grave

94. go to california and lay on venice beach

95. get a passport

96. go on a road trip across the country

97. visit canada

98. go to boston

99. go on a trip by myself

100. visit a island

101. visit the cape by myself

start: february 28, 2010

end: november 26, 2012

#13. i went through my ipod and legit deleted over 600 songs. crazy right?